BISMILLAHIRRAHMAANIRRAHEEM
YA HAYYU YA QAYYUM!
:)
ALHAMDULILLAH for the skype session with my siblings and my mommy today! :)
It felt really good to talk to zarwah and sadan about mama and babajan
It felt so good to just laugh with them
Its so magical and miraculous how something as simple as Laughing with family can be so therapeutic !
Love is such a beautiful thing
sharing laughter and joy is THEE ultimate food for the soul
and it is the greatest beauty in life
Ya Allah
I was talking to You earlier about my behavior with Babajan
I definitely believe it can be improved
I pray to You to help me be the best I possibly can with my parents
Ya Assalamo
Ya Ghafoorur Raheem !
I need to forgive him
There's so much venom in my heart for him
I want that venom to change into ...at least something non-deadly haha water would be good :P
I need to let go of the past
I need to let go of the feelings of hurt and anger, disappointment...all that...
These feelings really need to go
I NEED THEM TO BE OUT OF MY SYSTEM
I have carried them on my shoulders long enough
I need to feel like a feather
I need to let go
So I pray to You to help me
Let Go.
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