Always in Need of You

BISMILLAHIRRAHMAANIRRAHEEM

YA ASSALAMO
YA HAYYU YA QAYYUM
YA MALIK UL QUDDUS
YA RAHMAAN, YA RAHEEM
YA WALIO YA NASEER
AL MUQEETU!
AL MOIZZO!

YA ALLAH YA ALLAH !!

THANKYOUUU!!!
SHUKAR ALHAMDULILLAH!

Allah Taa'la, You make me so confident
You give me so much strength, courage, self-esteem...

You are the Provider of EVERYTHING!
ThankYou soooo much for the camping trip today!

I am sorry for skipping Zuhr prayer
Please forgive me Allah Taa'la pleaaase

Allah Taa'laaaaaaa

I am scared I might forget You :(
I am scared I'll disobey You
I am scared I am disappointing you right now
I am scared of Your displeasure :(

Allah Taa'la
I want to Be good, I want to DO good
I don't want darkness in me
I want LIGHT, NUR, ENLIGHTENMENT, PIETY, GOODNESS, LOVE, FAITH, TRUST IN YOU,
Not only do I Want these things, but I infact NEED these things too!!
I need them all, desperately!

I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AT ALL TIMES
FROM THIS VERY SECOND, UP UNTIL THE DAY I DIE