Deeeeeeeeearesstt Sweeeeeeeeetest Trickiest FUNNIEST Allah Taa'laaaaaaaaa :P :D :D:D:D
YOU definitely have a sense of humor, Allah Taa'la hehe !
tricky tricky You arrre Allaah Taa'laaaaa
I mean on one hand...I'm trying to AVOID something because I believe it will lead me to disobeying You
and on the OTHER hand!
You just keep on making me CONFRONT IT wherever I go
I mean, VY YOU MESS WITH MY HEAD ?! :P
but i kinda see how this is.
Youuuuuuuu
are just testing me
You are testing me so that You can teach me something
and I definitely intend to get a lesson from everything that happens in my life
from everything that You make happen in my life!
You are testing me, so that once I get through with the test, I can be sure not to REPEAT my previous mistake
Hence, in essence, You are simply testing me to Improve me :)
thats why I Love YOU
because You are ARRAHAMAN ARRAHEEEM!!!!!!
YOU ALWAYS HAVE MY BEST INTEREST IN MIND WHEN YOU PUT ME IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONS
YOU ARE ALWAAAAAAAAYS BENEFITTING ME SOMEHOW
YOU ARE ON MY SIDE !!!! SUBHANALLAH!
You actually WANT TO HELP ME!
AND YOUR DOORS ARE ALWAYS OPEN FOR THOSE WHO NEED HELP AND GUIDANCE AND HEALING AND FORGIVENESS AND PURIFICATION!!!
SUBHANALLAH !
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING AND KIND AND MERCIFUL!
SUBHANALLAH
SUBHANALLAH
SUBHANALLAH
SUBHANALLAH
SUBHANALLAH
SUBHANALLAH!!!
ALLAH SUBHANAU TAA'LA
I Love how You're so accesible :)
I can talk to You Whenever I want!
okay soooo
I realllyy need You to help me not to freak out when it comes to accounts.
I need You to help me keep my focus cause it gets intimidating at times...when I loose track of the basic concept and just get lost in the details..
phew, that road of confusion is just Not a pretty place to be in .
I am just DESPERATE for UNDERSTANDING
clear, Understanding of what I study
I just really cannot keep my head together all by myself.
I neeeed Youuuuu to help me organize my thoughts.
and study in a way that I take in what I Need to and not waste excess time on additional stuff that isn't all that important.
THATS what I DESPERATELY neeeed
I need to stop studying irrelevant stuff. Need to stop spending too much time concentrating so hard on material that isn't relevant to whats on the test!
this dua goes both for dunyawi studying as well as my study of Islam, the Quran, Hadeeth; all that too!
It is SOOOO important to understand WHAT IS IMPORTANT!
haha :P
Any hooooooo
Allah Taa'laaaaaaaaaaa :)
I think I should make it to accounts class early next time so I can sit allllll the way in the back on the Other end > hence saving myself from the constant disturbance of murmuring/whispering/chatting in the background! ahem!
annnnd Allah Taa'la
I'm just scared :(
scared of losing my focus on You
on whats 'important'
scared of getting caught up in the dunya :(
so SAVE ME Pleaaasesss!
I could talk to You all day my Lovely ALLAH TAA'LA :) !
oh and, I have a test tomorrow, so I pray that I can attempt it with a clear mind.
Allaahh Taaa'laaaaaaa
could You just tell me where to sit in class so I don't have to figure it out on my own ?
I'm so confused 0_0
I think its best if I sit Behind, cause that way my mind wont constantly be obsessing over blah de blah
Allaaahh Taa'laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I LOVE YOU :D:D:D:D:D
You love me even more than my MOMMY LOVES ME!
SUHANALLAH!!!!!
YA HAYYU YAQAYYUM!
PLEASE JUST HELP ME TO BE OBEDIENT TO YOU ALWAYS!
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