YOU ARE A GENIOUS

Dearest Allah Taa'la, whom I can talk to immediately whenever my heart feels like it!

I feel like there's a burden on my heart
I don't know what to do about it
I'm sure You know exactly what to do to comfort me, and provide a solution to my problem

For You are undoubtedly equipped with Everlasting Power and Knowledge

So Allah Taa'la
I just really really what You to point out a direction of thinking for me
because this 'burden' always fogs my sanity. It literally just takes over my intellect.
I become a slave to my burden instantly
and at times, Astaghfirullah, it causes me to become forgetful and ignorant of You! Astaghfirullah! Im so sorry about being weak-minded
so I just sincerely repent to You for the times that I have let this burden take over me and I pray that You can protect from letting this burden become unbearably heavy to bear!

Allah Taa'la
give me the confidence to face this burden
give the strength to uphold it
to grab it by the neck and just shove it out of my way like it weighs no more than a feather!

Allah Taa'la
I'm just scared
and I don't want any fear or grief when I know that I have You by my side ALL THE TIME!
Allah Taa'la
I can't tell you how choked up I feel when this burden shows up in front of me.
I feel emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually CHOKED UP AND PARALYZED

I just immediately loose control of myself
and thats what I despise !!!!!
I can't afford to loose control!

that loss of control is what scares me so much
because I fear it will weaken by relationship with You



Allah Taa'la !!!!!!!!!
I just noticed something!
YOU ARE A GENIOUS :D :D:D:D:D

You are training me to be attached to You no matter How distracting my surroundings and no matter how heavy my burdens may be! :D WOW !!!
YOU ARE A GENIOUS :D
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR GENIOUS WISDOM
WOW :D
YOU JUST BLOW MY MIND MY ALLAH ! HEHEHE
SERIOUSLY, THERE AIN'T NOBODY BETTER THAN YOU, OH ALMIGHTY AND WISE :D

okie so byebyeee :D I LOVE YOU
AND THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!