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Maza aya baat kar ke. I realize our fransheep is quite naice indeeds. And I should play fifa with him. Definitely feel more comfortable around him. As opposed to picarus. I mean I don't mind listening to him talk, but like being on the same team as him sounds like torture cause he's all dominant and I don't like playing with dominant people. Like, I need my own dominion to dominate beech. <3 font="">

That's why Mr.Raz Al Ghul is just the man for the job. THE MINION OF THE CENTURY 
muahahahahaha
 

KThxBai

BismillahiRahmaaniRaheem

Alhamdulillah Shukar Shukar Shukar
laife is the greats and i just want to talk about errythang in general burr.
so like, just need to get tha studies in orderrs
aj exam so need to stady for eet
and us kay ilawa needs to talk to ma habibis as much as possibru, solve as many problems as i possibly can before leaving and, but yehi hai, please just help meh stay updated. and i uh want to do as much as possibru and thank yous for all ze obbortunities and sank You just help meh not to dukhao kisi ka dil and sank yous

and and and kthnxbai

yay

Roshni

Yaar. Alhamdulillah. like seriously Alhamdulillah.
cause like weekend was just so pyara and stuff yaar. 
my pra is the bestest pra in the whole world and I seriously think inshAllah he'll grow up to be so so pyara and zaheen and wise and pyaar mohabbat wala and i can't wait to see what he can accomplish aur what is in his qismat. Seriously feel so excited to just witness him grow and be a part of his growth and I love being an elder sister to such a jaanu tareen bacha. Allah Khush rakhain jaan ko. I just hope he recognizes truth and sticks to it InshAllah aur, Allah sub kuch karnay walay hain. 
Allah sub kuch day saktay hain. Sirf mangnay ke dair hai and like 
i dont know man its like one doesnt even have to ask as such 
bus khawahish ho dil mei true true khawahish and longing for something aur things just sort themselves out Allah ke taraf say. 

I feel truly blessed to be where I'm at right now. Seriously. 

Love, prayers and best wishes to everyone <3 b="" nbsp="">

Alhamdulillah times infinity. !

Yaars.

Yaar waisay, damn nigga nigga maar. I mean seriously can't imagine not being friends with him at this point.Acha to barri achi baat hai yaar, dost mila yaar 
yaar 
yaar to mila meray ko yaar 
yaar
bus shukar hai yaar bahut zyada zyada pachada weee

so like, thanks Yous vary muches 
totes needed company and stuff so like mehrbanis and yeah its just kinda pretty awesome tareen and like yay shukar can't thank enough and and and bus SHUKRIYA BAHUT ZYADA NAAAAAA

ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH
ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH
 

THAT'S THE SHIT RIGHT THERE

So like, so totally awesomes and like happiness and geniusness of the mathematics and all. and like so much of the satisfaction in teaching the mama and like thank You for the opportunity for like helping her and like making stuff easy for both mama and babajan and like fun fun fun 
yeah i totally love love helping ma familay and my parents
cause like it's just awesome man like, there's just nothing more satisfying than SEEING THE EXPRESSION OF THA FAYCE OF MA MOMMA AND PAPA ALL HAPPEH CAUSE I HELPED AND THEY FEEL LIKE RELIEVED AND SHIT LIKE YEAH YEAH YEAH 


 

Sabar Chahiyay, Bahut Zayada

BismillahiRahmaaniRaheem

ShukarAlhamdulillah

So basically, I is having a lavly day so far and thank Yous and Mehbarbanis for everythings and the maza I have been having and this awesome roomy roomy Maulana Rumi weee.

Room 315 to be exact. Imma remember dat numba.

so the room has two tables, like long long dinner table type scene and let's see, 10 CHAIRS! das pretty cools 10-10 WINS!

I just Laaav numbers and counting stuffs and accounting and I lava lava Yous and and thank Yous so muches for errythang

I love how it's all new for me here today 

love doing new stuffs erryday and thank You for the lovely start to the day and thank You for ze eternal lurv and 

well, I was just thinking about his 'wife' and I guess I'm just kinda curious bout her and I wanna know more about her and her personality etc etc. I just want to be able to compare her with someone else that I know. honestly..An.Tah. came to mind. like a fairer version or like a kul. in a way. she's prolly prettier than em for wateva. 

It's just interesting tho. I mean, two wives for one man. It's almost as if, that makes more of a complete household than 1 mard and 1 aurat. Personally I kinda like the idea. matlab cheating ka masla bhi kaafi had tuk solve ho jata hai. like, since men are so easily 'bored' its like they need 'variety'. gosh that sounds so shallow and it makes me want to gag, but this really truly seems to be the reality of things. i guess one can't really challenge or compete with or like, have an aitraaz / objection with nature. I think all that mother nature really requires from us is understanding and acceptance. Facts are facts and they must never be disliked or denied or rejected. 

So anyways, I just really hope she won't hate me or whatever. Personally to I really want them to get divorced. esp if she doesnt intend to convert at all. then she's just an annoyance and someone to lead him astray. >_>

but i mean if she shows an interest in islam, i could consider having a softer spot for her. laikin if she is a typical amreeki, hard headed christian, completely unwilling to understand Islam, phir I just really want her to get away from him. I don't want her hanging around him agar us ka sirf yehi kaam hai keh usko seedhay rastay say hataye.

In conclusion, yes, I do wish/hope/intend to shaadi-fy. Laikin phir bhi abhi I have my fair share of doubts and questions that need answering and lectures that must be given to this imbecile who refuses to move out of the way <_>_> . 

I just hope that I can have the patience to get through this. also, I'm just really eager in general to understand how this turns out 

also, yaar, obviously he has a super soft spot for her jis ke waja say shaadi he kar kay baith gaya so. 

i mean, divorce doesn't sound like a good option either

like i would PREFER keh at least MERAY SAAMNAY interaction nazar aa rahi ho 

as opposed to CHUP CHUP kay interaction with her on social media etc.

I WOULD HATE THAT TO HAPPEN. is liyay. bus abhi time he hai . 

i'm counting on time, I'm counting on Allah SubhanauTaa'la to straighten things out for me automatically. Aur inshAllah no doubt, straighten ho jayein  ge, bilkul theek thaak Allah ke mehrbani say, Allah ke Rehmat say, Allah ke Fazal se, Allah ke ADAL AUR INSAAF SAY! ALLAH JEE PLEASE BUS MERA YEH EMOTIONAL BOJ, BAGGAGE DUR KAR DAIN MUJH SAY

YA ALLAH MADDAD FARMA 

YA ALLAH MADDAD FARMA

AAKHIR TU HE HAI, MADDAD KARNAY WALA 

ALHAMDULILLAH TIMES INFINITY. 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING 

THANK YOU FOR THE EVERLASTING GIFT OF PEACE 

AND QALB E SALEEM AND YOUR REMEMBRANCE AND DUA AND PRAYER AND SUPPLICATION AND THANK YOU ALLAH TAA'LA SERIOUSLY BAHUT ZYADA 

also, I really don't want to do any zyadati with A.R. Ya Allah bacha lain ghaltiyon say

Allah bacha lain, bacha lain. 

Sayyidina RaheemunSalalahuAlayhayWasalam!

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11:11

So ello and all. Gotta say I've been having a blast in life so far. Things have been pretty darn good. There's been this big fat change lately in me, emotionally and spiritually. It just feels like I continue to evolve each and every day and it is exciting to witness the progress in me as it occurs. 11:11am right now. 

Still have an assignment that needs my attention. So, cj's existence and his inclusion in my life has changed things for me quite a lot. I really just needed to say that. It's so strangely interesting and mind boggling actually how one person's friendship in your life can make you feel so much better. For so long I didn't even have a clue about what I was missing. No doubt there's a lot of blessing in the institution of marriage. I just love how I can finally start learning to appreciate it, firsthand. He really is a coolness for my eyes, my soul. Something just feels so right when he's around. 

Also, it doesn't matter to me what he did in the past. Is kay ilawa I was also thinking that going all goo goo over him isn't the right answer either. I mean there's obviously no good in idolizing a person. So, what matters to me the most is us being able to maintain a true companionship based on nothing other than the truest form of friendship. 

What matters to me right now is simply being there for him when he needs someone to talk to. I don't intend to hang around him all the time or obsess over him excessively. I want to maintain a relationship with him in the manner which is most pleasing to Allah. Obviously, Allah Taa'la he jaantay hain keh waifu and husbandu kee behtareen form kya hoti hai. So, what I'm after is optimum, rather maximum achievement of dat level ya know ya know. The level of true believers of the Truth. 

InshAllah, it is most certainly achievable and possible to maintain as well, with the help of Allah Subhanau'Taa'la ofcourse. 
 And to conclude, I simply pray for the best at all times. I pray for both of us to be aiming for closeness with Allah at all times. 
Be reminders to each other of the ultimate goal.
Be caring and compassionate towards one another.
Create ease for one another whilst traveling through the world, 
a journey towards the hereafter. 
 wherein souls will abide, happily ever after? 
 reaping based on one's deeds of course. 

Ya MuqallabalQuloobi Thabbat Qalbi Aalaa Deeneeka
ShukarAlahmdulillah
Sayyidina RaheemunSalalahuAlayhayWasalam