11:11

So ello and all. Gotta say I've been having a blast in life so far. Things have been pretty darn good. There's been this big fat change lately in me, emotionally and spiritually. It just feels like I continue to evolve each and every day and it is exciting to witness the progress in me as it occurs. 11:11am right now. 

Still have an assignment that needs my attention. So, cj's existence and his inclusion in my life has changed things for me quite a lot. I really just needed to say that. It's so strangely interesting and mind boggling actually how one person's friendship in your life can make you feel so much better. For so long I didn't even have a clue about what I was missing. No doubt there's a lot of blessing in the institution of marriage. I just love how I can finally start learning to appreciate it, firsthand. He really is a coolness for my eyes, my soul. Something just feels so right when he's around. 

Also, it doesn't matter to me what he did in the past. Is kay ilawa I was also thinking that going all goo goo over him isn't the right answer either. I mean there's obviously no good in idolizing a person. So, what matters to me the most is us being able to maintain a true companionship based on nothing other than the truest form of friendship. 

What matters to me right now is simply being there for him when he needs someone to talk to. I don't intend to hang around him all the time or obsess over him excessively. I want to maintain a relationship with him in the manner which is most pleasing to Allah. Obviously, Allah Taa'la he jaantay hain keh waifu and husbandu kee behtareen form kya hoti hai. So, what I'm after is optimum, rather maximum achievement of dat level ya know ya know. The level of true believers of the Truth. 

InshAllah, it is most certainly achievable and possible to maintain as well, with the help of Allah Subhanau'Taa'la ofcourse. 
 And to conclude, I simply pray for the best at all times. I pray for both of us to be aiming for closeness with Allah at all times. 
Be reminders to each other of the ultimate goal.
Be caring and compassionate towards one another.
Create ease for one another whilst traveling through the world, 
a journey towards the hereafter. 
 wherein souls will abide, happily ever after? 
 reaping based on one's deeds of course. 

Ya MuqallabalQuloobi Thabbat Qalbi Aalaa Deeneeka
ShukarAlahmdulillah
Sayyidina RaheemunSalalahuAlayhayWasalam