I Miss You

BISMILLAHIRAHMAANIRAHEEM

YA MALIK UL QUDOOS USSALAAM !!

YA RAHMAAN YA RAHEEM!!
YA ARHAMARRAHIMEEN!!!

MERAY PYARAY ALLAH TAA'LA !!!

THANKYOU
THANKYOU
THANKYOU

It seems like forever since I woke up today
I just wanted to drop by and talk to You :) hehe
Allaaah TAA'LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D
I am just so happy I can talk to You whenever I want to !!!!
ALHAMDULILLAH
SUBHANALLAH
YOU ARE SO AMAZING ALLAH TAA'LAAAA
YOU ARE SO AWESOME :D:D:D:D:D

I just miss You so much sometimes and I just want to be closer to You all the time

when I come out here in the world...its like I feel far away from You..Your remembrance
and I don't like that
its like the second You are not in my mind and in my heart, I start to panic
Seriously, I think I might even get cardiac arrest someday if I feel too far away from You over a long period of time

Allah Taa'la...are these white flashes normal ? :S
I am getting slightly frightened ! 0_0

Please Protect me :D
I LOVE YOU

Allah Taa'laaaa
I doooooooooo want to appreciate the awesomeness of the QURAN!!!
I WANT TO APPRECIATE YOUR AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!
and I want to appreciate the awesomeness of Your creations !!!!!!!!!
and I just want to be on a constant High of Your Remembrance

SubhanAllah
You are so BEAUTIFUL And Bountiful and Lovelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
I CANNOT LIVE A SINGLE SECOND WITHOUT YOU

ALLAH TAA'LA I CAN STILL SEE THE FLASHES! :O
are they coming from outside? when a car passes by or something?? :O
OH MY ALLAH THERE IT WAS AGAIN ! :O

Alllaaah Taaa'laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I really want to fly :D hehe
Flying is sooooo much funnnnnn
I remember flying in my dreams a couple times !
and..since my soul feels like its soaring all the time, I just want my body to soar WITH IT ! :) hehe

Allaaah Taa'laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Please bless my pyaray Nanabu !!!!!!!!!
and please bless my pyari Ammi JAAAAN!!!
and please please please please give them the bestest place in Jannaaaah!!!!!!!!!
:")

Allaaah Taa'laaaaaaaaa
I feel like this worldly work separates me form You
I don't want to feel that way naaa
I want to feel Your nearness all the time!!!!
because Life becomes Beautiful when I have You in my heart

and Allah Taa'la
I really want to study with people too
it gets lonely and distracting when I study alone....
I dunno...what do You say?
Its just so much better to study with People as opposed to being a solo studier... You know...
soooooooooooooooo

I LOVE YOU AND THANKYOU AND IM SORRY FOR BEING DISOBEDIENT AND FORGETFUL AND I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!

YA HAYYU YA QAYYUM
YA HAYYU YA QAYYUM
YA RAHMAAN YA RAHEEM
YA ARHAMARAHIMEEN
YA MALIK UL QUDOOS USSALAAM !!

ALLLAAAAAHHH U AKBAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!