ThankYou for Your Love!

Dearest Allah Taa'la :) :) :) :) :) :)

I never have much to say whenever I address you initially hehe
and I just stare at the screen blankly :P :)

I guess I'll just start by Thanking You because I can never EVER Thank You enough for Allllllllll the Blessings you have bestowed upon my in my life !!!!
and whats even More beautiful is that You are continually blessing me each second that I breathe !

I exist because of You!
I am alive because of You!
so what right do I have not to spend me life in accordance to what You have asked me to do ?!

Oh my dearest Allah Subhana u Taa'la! If only I could truly let that thought sink in to my soul!
If only I could TRULY LIVE what I just said !
I pray that you help me to ignore the countless distractions in this life and to focus solely on You!

I pray that EVERY thought in my mind is related to Your Remembrance and Glorification!
Oh Allah! I pray that I always keep in mind the fact that I will stand in front of You one day!
Oh Allah! I pray to you that I can adorn my soul for You!
I pray that I do EVERYTHING in my life to impress You and You alone!
I pray that You are my heart's Beloved!
I pray that my heart is a slave to none but You!
I pray that I can spend the rest of my life getting ready to meet you INSHALLAH when the world comes to an end!
I pray that I can be among those Extremely lucky souls who will be given the Honour of seeing You in the Hereafter!!!
Oh Allah ! How I long to see How Beautiful You are!!!
Oh Allah! It amazes me just to see Your creation !
I can't even IMAGINE how beautiful You are !!!

Oh my Dearest Dearest, Loveliest Allah!!!
I pray that my heart loves You and You alone!
I pray that my heart Loves You, the Prophet Muhammad (Peace and Blessings be Upon him! ), the Companions ( May You be pleased with them! ) and all those who love you intensely!!


Oh my Pyaray Allah Taa'la!

I pray that I continue to pray to You till my last breath
I pray that I continue to keep in touch with You in my life so I do not go astray!

Oh Allaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
I just want to practice what Your Beloved (Peace Be Upon him!) was sent here to teach us !
I sincerely want to understand what You want me to do in this life
I sincerely want to understand and adopt Your commandments Allah Taa'la!
So I ask for Your help to make it easy for me, to guide me , to increase me in Knowledge of Islam!

Allah Taa'la
I need You
I need You
I need You


Please never ever let me be ignorant of You for even a second!!!!!!!!!
ThankYou Allah Taa'la
ThankYou for EVERYTHING
but most importantly,
ThankYou for Your Love!

Dearest Allah

Dearest Allah Subhana u Taa'la

The day hasn't even started and I'm giving in to Satan's whispers already!
Whaat am I going to do with myself?!
"I seek refuge from Allah from the outcast Satan." !

Allah Taa'la
I want to be more connected with the muslim community.
please help me to do more than just intend to connect with muslims
please give me the courage to go up to muslims and say salam
please give me the open mindedness not to judge anyone about their faith
pleaaase Allah Taaa'laaa pleaaase help me to erase my pride
I NEVER want to think that I am superior to anyone in faith, because that in itself is an indication that I my faith is inferior and that I MYSELF AM flawed!!!

Oh DEAREST DEAREST LOVELIEST ALLAH TAA'LA
I want my thoughts to be pure
please help me to control my thoughts
please help me to monitor what goes on in my head
please help me to censor my thoughts
please please help me to be faithful to YOU even in my THOUGHTS!

Oh DEAREST DEAREST LOVELIEST ALLAH TAA'LA
I beg for Your Mercy and Forgiveness!!!!!!!!!
I am a Faqir, in complete need of Your Love!

Allah Taa'la!
how could I possibly live without You?
Allah Taa'la
please please help me to wake up for Fajr on time! :O
I haven't even heard the alarm clock go off for two days straight!

Oh DEAREST DEAREST LOVELIEST ALLAH TAA'LA
I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! HELP me to be obedient to You!
please Help me to Love the Blessed Prophet Muhammad Salalahu alayhaywasalam!
Please help me to follow the Sunnah!!!
Allah Taa'la
:) I Love how I can talk to You anywhere, anytime!
Like right here in this blog
or when I'm driving..eating...walking..
I can communicate with you practically ANYWHERE! \
SUBHANALLAH !
You are indeed the MOST MAGNIFICENT! YOU are All-Knowing! All-SEEING! ALL-HEARING!!!!
SUBHANALLAH ! SUBHANALLAH ! SUBHANALLAH ! SUBHANALLAH ! SUBHANALLAH ! SUBHANALLAH !


THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING ALLAH TAA'LA!

ALHAMDULILLAH!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! ALHAMDULILLAH!!

How Do You Feel?

I feel blessed to have access to Youtube videos of Islamic Leaders like Brother Nouman Ali Khan!
I feel so motivated to DO something for the UMMAH whenever I listen to his talks!
I feel relaxed, less tense, intellectually 'fresh', spiritually peaceful.
I feel like I can accomplish anything (though not on my own, of course)

I Want to Write for YOU

Write Write Write Write Write
All these thoughts in my head
organize them
make them exist

thats what I Love doing

I love giving birth to my thoughts into this world :D :D :D

I Love speaking what my soul contains !

Why wouldn't I love it ?

What other joy is there in the entire world other than being heard, understood, connected to others.....?

Connected to people around you
Connected to their souls
Connected to that common light all of us share
And then ultimately, Connecting with the One who has given us our individual light!

That, in reality is the true beauty of LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALLAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH TAAAAAAAAAAAA'LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to do EVERYTHING in my power
to Please YOU!
to invoke YOUR LOVE!
to win You over!!!!!

because YOU are the Love of my Life!
Your Love is what GIVES ME LIGHT!
Your Love is the cause for my soul's flight!
Your Love has cast away the blindness in my sight!!!!

Allllaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Taaaaaaaaaa'laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I want to WRITE for YOU
I want to WORK for YOU
I want to STUDY for YOU

I want to WRITE all the days of my life,
Just for YOU

I LOVE YOU

Allaaaaaaaaaaah Taaa'laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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:D
I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU ALWAYS RESPOND TO ME
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU LOVE IT EVEN WHEN I MENTION YOUR NAME
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE ITS SO EASY AND HEALING TO LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HURT TO HURT LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE EVEN THE 'PAIN' IS HEALING
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I HAVE NO REASON IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE NOT TO !
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME
I LOVE YOU BECAUSE WE HAVE A CONNECTION
AN EVERLASTING CONNECTION!

SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH

MY HEART JUST WANTS TO LOVE! AND WHO BETTER TO LOVE THAN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH ALLAH TAA'LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO BURST OUT OF THIS CAGE OF FLESH AND RISE TO THE CLOUDS TO COME MEET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trust the One Who made you!

Most Loveliest Allah Taa'laaa :)

I don't want to be in control of my Life
I don't want to hold the steering wheel
I don't want to think that I know ANYTHING

I don't want to feel like I have to take care of Everything that goes on in my life
I don't want to feel like I am burdened
I don't want to trust myself with Myself Alone

I don't feel that I am trustworthy
I don't feel I know what is good for me

I Do feel,However that I want You to control my Life
I Do Feel that You're the Only One who can steer me into the right direction.
After all, You're the One who knows everything about me,
so who better than You to guide me?

I want to feel like you are here for me
I want to feel like I am cared for
I want to feel like I'm not alone here on this earth
I want to feel like my intellect..my thoughts..my mind isn't all that I have.

I want to feel like there is more to life than what it is portrayed as
I really want to understand what it is
I really want You to tell me What Life IS
Who I am
Where I am from
Where I am going
and Where is my return!


Oh Allah, how could I possibly know how to live
if it wasn't for Your guidance?
I am like a child
till this day, even in the body of an adult
I am a child
I Don't know a thing
So I question to Know
I accept what is told to me
wholeheartedly, without judgement, without doubt
yet not everything I am told is true
That leaves me utterly confused
Not knowing what to do
Who do I look up to
Where do I turn
I thought these people
knew the truth

Where is the TRUTH, I say
Why does it seem so far away?
I Thought Islam was the answer
a Clear, simple Way

What is all this fuss?
This commotion, this chaos
Why is it so complicated
to understand
the Simplicity at hand?
As simple as it sounds,
Simplicity is a rarity
Countless enter this world
a handful live with clarity

We come into this world
wanting to know the truth
But I have a feeling
what matters more to us is proof.
Truth is just a word
or a person or a book
Truth must be believed without physical proof
because there is none that Truly exists which is clearly visible to us
Thats what we don't get
That ONE thing
that ONE piece of Evidence
tht ONE Being who is Hidden from us
causes us to doubt the truth
to argue with the truth
to debate about the truth
to try to prove the truth through means that are convincing to us

So the Truth is all around us
but are we willing to believe it ?
Are willing to believe it on the basis of Truth or on the basis of Proof?

So what makes it easier to believe?
What makes it easier to accept the truth with the limited proof at hand?
an open mind
a wise mind that is able to feel that there is More to life than what is apparent
A person who realizes that
Life itself is something we cannot bring forth or end by ourselves
Life itself is something that isn't in our grasp
We can't control how long we live, when we die, how we die, where we are born....

So if life itself it not in our hands
if life itself comes and goes from an unknown source
phir how how how can I say that the truth of how to Live this Mysterious Life is Known to me?


I have a feeling this might sound like I'm talking in confusing riddles
So here's what I want to say :
Love Allah, Trust Him cause He made You and He's the only One who can TRULY help you live your life in the best possible way!!!!

I seek Perfection and I seek You.

Dearest, Most BELOVED Allah Taa'la

So many thoughts cross my mind
So many whispers I hear
But none of what I think does me any good if it is not addressed to You

Everything I think in Ignorance of you leads me astray
Leads me into a black hole
Where I spin faster and faster
deeper and deeper into the depths of darkness
and
nothingness

Oh Allah!
but still, that darkness has its benefits.
at the moments when I feel I am in the deepest black hole
that is when Your Light TRULY ILLUMINATES me

that is when even the faintest hint of Your Light shines through
brighter than the stars and the moon and the sun!

Allah Taa'la

Seeking You means everything to me.
Seeking Your Love
Your Kindness
Your Mercy
Your Friendship
Your Happiness

I Love Seeking You!
Do You also Love being sought?
Do You also Love being my Friend?
Do You also Love helping me ?

Allah Taa'la

How could I EVER seek ANYONE but YOU?
WHY on earth and in the entire universe would I desire to seek anyone but YOU?
YOU are the perfect Being to be sought because You Are PERFECT. :)

I seek Perfection and I seek You.