Gratitude Check List

Dearest Allah Taa'la

Today, I thank You for
how my day started
so innocent and pure, happy, peaceful, excited, open to everything the world had to offer me.
However, I seek forgiveness for getting kinda annoyed when I couldn't park the car right.
I also thank You for the breakfast I had
I thank you for mommy's loveliness :) she was so loving to me in the morning :) I love laughing with her and playing with her :) I love being like a kid with her.
Oh Allah, I could never thank You enough for my mother. <3
Oh Allah Taa'la

I thankyou You for that BEAUTIFUL show on the radio I listened to in the morning
it made me Love You so much
it explained so well Who You are :)
I remember the RJ saying that you are watching over our external + internal affairs. and you are Ever Present. You are helping us at every single second in our lives.
and it is crucial that we ask Help form You at every second too ! Because you Want to help us!!! You WANT to LOVE US! :D <3
you Want US to Love You TOO! :D
hehe You're sooo Loveable! :D
and..I remember the RJ saying that you are our Refuge..our physical refuge..meaning not only do You provide physical, Tangible security and sustenance BUT you also provide intangible support to us. You are our emotional refuge.
You erase our fears and are always ready to listen to our problems.
You are always here to comfort us when we are disturbed.
You are always the FIRST one to soothe us and erase our sadness!
ALHAMDULILAH!!

I WHOLEHEARTEDLY Thank You for that radio show today, Allah Taa'la. :) Because it REALLY touched my heart to the CORE! ^_^

Bless the RJ! ^_^

furthermore, I am thankful for getting full marks on my math quiz ^_^ I am thankful for Feeling much more relaxed. THANKYOUU for making me less paranoid among people!
I was having such a problem with Connecting/communicating with people before spring break.
but today, after going back to college, seeing those familiar faces was a comfort to me instead of something to fear.
I felt more free to move around
I felt more free internally for some reason
I felt like everyone is my friend
I wonder why I didn't feel that way before?
It is SUCH a blessing to feel at ease now :)
I must say the lovely weather seemed to have played a role in it :D
everybody seemed more jolly as well ^_^

so yeah, I am grateful for that sense of communion that I felt :) and I pray that it only continues to grow as I spend more time at Blooomsburg and BLOOOOOM into the Flower that is me LOL :D

I ammmmmm also thankful forrr the math lesson! I love math! I am grateful for being able to understand what was going on in class ! I am thankful to you for the teacher for explaining why the trigonometric derivative formulas are True.
It really cleared my concept about the formulas
made it easier to memorize them!
I am thankful foorrr the SPLENDID WEATHER!
I am thankful for being able to pray on campus :)
I am thankful for being able to talk to you in my Dua
I am thankful for that beautifullll song by Britt Nicole. It made me Love You sooo much Allah Taa'la!!! <3 <3 <3
Allah Taaa'laaaaaaa I am thankful for being able to do the math sums effortlessly on my math lab :) I am thankful for being able to solve the questions with understanding
I am thankful that my stress levels have gone down so SIGNIFICANTLY because of YOU!
I LOVE YOU ALLAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
annnnd :) I am thankful for Prof Robson :) I am sooo lucky to have such a funnnyy cuuute booray say teacher ^_^ and he's soo nice to me ^_^
annnd Allah Taa'la I am grateful for this second
Grateful for my parents
Grateful for the improvement in my relationship with Babajan :)
annnd Thankyou times infinity ^_^

ALLAH!

Everything feels so right when you surrender to the Al-mighty.

Everything straightens out, it all comes to place.

My Academic life is by far the best it has ever been is so many years.
My Family life is truly blissful and beautiful!
My Inner self feels like an innocent child once again.
Its like I am Empty yet I am complete.
I am empty of all the burdens a heart can possibly hold and yet,
I am full of content, filled with Love for my connection with the Divine Being in the Heavens!
I feel full of purpose.
I feel full of determination and the will to improve.

I am empty, yet I am Full...almost to the point of overflowing!

This is the BEAUTY of Loving Allah Subhanau Taa'la
Oh my Allah! if only I had loved you intensely everyday of my life, since the day I was born...
I would have flooded the whole world with the waters of my soul!

I'm not Moving

I can't move on. I can't block my feelings. They're here to stay, and I think its about time I learn to accept that.
Not having you isn't a problem now. It's just a part of my life. I'm used to you ignoring me. Used to us not talking to each other for months at a stretch.
Its alright though. 'cause no matter what happens...time will stand still for me.

Lost Without You ...Not

Wrote my first song last night.
*Name of song = title of blog*

ummmmmmmm
im reallly happy with how it turned out, also I'd love to record it asap, however, my left middle finger hurts..probably from over-practicing. Need to give it a little rest. Plus I reallyyy want to put in PROPER emotion into the song so I want to FEEL like Im ready to sing the words before I record it. Theres no rush, cause I want to make it as PERFECT as possible.

This means a lot to me cause its the first song I've ever composed. I just want to thank Allah again, and again, and again and for all the days of my life.

I want to do something in my life that Counts. Thats my dream.

You know, I just want to surrender my life to Allah Taa'la. Let Him take my life in whatever direction He chooses. Just like Pattie Mallette said: 'I want to give God a chance to live my life FOR ME'
This is what I pray for.
Because I know that no one knows whats best for me except HIM.

Lead me Allah Ta'la. I want to follow You.

:')

THANK YOU ALLAH TA'AALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Day of nothing but GRATITUDE

It's quite interesting how I've been thanking Allah a lot in my recent posts :) Of course, that shouldn't come as a surprise as there is not a single moment when we SHOULDN'T be thanking the Almighty for His Infinite blessings upon us!

However, I am PARTICULARLY grateful today for two reasons:
*I passed my Driving Test with 100% Accuracy
& Allah gave me the Gift of a Daily Deviation; one that I will never forget my entire life.

It's almost as if, ever since I came to the U.S., good things have been happening to me-A LOT more than usual.
& now, I can't help but think that God planned this all for me. To help me grow, reach the heights of my potential, build my character and strengthen the soul He blessed me with.
This is all I can conclude from the present situation of my life.
Also, everyday, there's this nagging feeling within the depths of my being. A feeling that seems to be telling me that I was created for something Important.
I don't exactly know how to explain it but, this feeling begs me to polish the abilities Allah has given to me, it Urges me to perform my absolute best because it BELIEVES that I was created to USE my abilities for good, spreading enlightenment and above all, Love.


I Feel so weird typing all of this right now because, I don't even feel like half of what I'm saying is coming from my own mind. I just feel like I have a responsibility. I HAVE to give back somehow and live up to everything that Allah gave to me.


Every breath is magic
and this Life is a miracle.

I believe that I am here for much greater things than I had EVER even DREAMED for myself.


Allah, I just need your support, and I will serve you for as long as I shall live, and ever more.
Your servant for eternity,
aroob

Unbroken

THANKYOU Allah for blessing me with the gift of a wise, insightful, intelligent Mother !

In my previous post I was confused, lost, disillusioned, disoriented, blinded by the fog in my conscience. I couldn't tell right from wrong.

Its amazing how quick you responded to my plea for help, Allah!
You IMMEDIATELY listened and actually guided me through my Mother's words.

Of course, even though I still don't claim to have a black & white perspective of right & wrong, at least I'm in a place where my head isn't spinning in circles.

I still need you to help me make sense of this whole concept of Music. I still need to know how far I can go.
Allah, I never EVER want to displease you, or go astray. So PLEASE, stay with me, guide me, teach me the way of the righteous and pious.

I need you in my Life Allah, with every breath I take...

Your Servant,
Aroob.