I'm having a 'Junaid-Jamshed' moment right now.
Meaning, I'm torn by this internal conflict of beliefs.
Whats Right and Whats Wrong?
I don't know what to do...
Ya Allah mujhe kuch samajh nai aa rahi ...please guide me! :(
I dont know who to listen to, what to believe, how to act,...everything's just a big blur.
Help Me Please. !
Your servant
Aroob Mallhi.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
The Hunger Games Hunger on...
I just finished reading the Hunger Games trilogy.
I can Never stop thinking about it; the story, the characters, their lives, the deaths, the war, the cruelties...no...just as the character's minds were permanently imprinted with the horrible images of their memory, I too can never reverse the time and empty my brain of all I have read.
I'm baffled at how effectively the author has managed to leave a lasting impression on her readers.
I love the coupling of Katniss Everdeen and Peeta Mellark. I love their characters as individuals. They are heroic and courageous and will sacrifice their lives for each other whenever the circumstance arises.
I simply Cannot muster up enough praise for this book series in the limited confines of this blog post.
I am simply blown away, by the girl on fire and the boy with the bread.
*May the Odds be Ever in Your Favour*
I can Never stop thinking about it; the story, the characters, their lives, the deaths, the war, the cruelties...no...just as the character's minds were permanently imprinted with the horrible images of their memory, I too can never reverse the time and empty my brain of all I have read.
I'm baffled at how effectively the author has managed to leave a lasting impression on her readers.
I love the coupling of Katniss Everdeen and Peeta Mellark. I love their characters as individuals. They are heroic and courageous and will sacrifice their lives for each other whenever the circumstance arises.
I simply Cannot muster up enough praise for this book series in the limited confines of this blog post.
I am simply blown away, by the girl on fire and the boy with the bread.
*May the Odds be Ever in Your Favour*
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Down
Yes this is one of those pessimistic moments when negativity surrounds me and takes over my brain, devouring it completely.
This is also one of those moments when I'm feeling particularly worthless. My life seems empty. I know I'm not benefiting anyone in the least with my existence. And each second that ticks by on the clock only confirms my inability to utilize the time I've been given on this earth in an optimum way.
annnnnnd
a dear Triend (twitter-friend) just took me out my misery and opened my eyes to the silver lining shining so brightly in my life <3 God Bless You Kat! ^_^
so, I shall conclude this brief entry with two words: Up Again :)
This is also one of those moments when I'm feeling particularly worthless. My life seems empty. I know I'm not benefiting anyone in the least with my existence. And each second that ticks by on the clock only confirms my inability to utilize the time I've been given on this earth in an optimum way.
annnnnnd
a dear Triend (twitter-friend) just took me out my misery and opened my eyes to the silver lining shining so brightly in my life <3 God Bless You Kat! ^_^
so, I shall conclude this brief entry with two words: Up Again :)
Monday, October 24, 2011
Calloused Finger Tips Make Music
I GOT A GUITAR!!!! FINALLY!!! :D
I've been practicing all day laongg! I guess that wasn't the best idea cause now my fingers are all bandaged 0_0
but who cares, I'm just so friggin' excited to get good at playing and I don't want to waste a single moment-I'm already 20 for God's sake, I need to get this thing on a roll!
I want to tell you about tree.
Well, all I have to say is I love her for saying she misses me too <3
*blushes*
thats all you get for today!!
tootaloo
tooti fruiti... <3
I've been practicing all day laongg! I guess that wasn't the best idea cause now my fingers are all bandaged 0_0
but who cares, I'm just so friggin' excited to get good at playing and I don't want to waste a single moment-I'm already 20 for God's sake, I need to get this thing on a roll!
I want to tell you about tree.
Well, all I have to say is I love her for saying she misses me too <3
*blushes*
thats all you get for today!!
tootaloo
tooti fruiti... <3
Friday, October 21, 2011
Dear Allah,
I honestly have no idea how to start this letter.
So I'll just be straightforward about what I have to say:
Will You punish me if I don't pray at the five obligatory prayer times?
Will I be among those who have earned your wrath by never thoroughly studying the Holy Quran and it's verses?
Am I a sinner to You if I do not carry out Islamic practices?
What if I try my best to be a good human being, will that count for nothing?
I'm scared Allah Taa'la. I'm frightened because I'm worried I won't get the answer to these questions.
But Please Allah, Please, answer me.
I don't want to harm anyone.
I just want to know if what ever I am doing on this earth is acceptable to You, O Master of the Universe, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
Lord, Please answer me. Please.
I Love You Allah Taa'la. I Love You.
Your humble servant who is nothing without You,
Aroob Fatima Mallhi
So I'll just be straightforward about what I have to say:
Will You punish me if I don't pray at the five obligatory prayer times?
Will I be among those who have earned your wrath by never thoroughly studying the Holy Quran and it's verses?
Am I a sinner to You if I do not carry out Islamic practices?
What if I try my best to be a good human being, will that count for nothing?
I'm scared Allah Taa'la. I'm frightened because I'm worried I won't get the answer to these questions.
But Please Allah, Please, answer me.
I don't want to harm anyone.
I just want to know if what ever I am doing on this earth is acceptable to You, O Master of the Universe, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
Lord, Please answer me. Please.
I Love You Allah Taa'la. I Love You.
Your humble servant who is nothing without You,
Aroob Fatima Mallhi
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
OH EM GEE!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D
Can You BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED?!?!! the poem I wrote and dedicated to Alejandro Manzano actually got STRAIGHT TO HIM, meaning it was personally DELIVERED TO HIM!! wow, that is just so AMAZING!!! It's just Mind-blowing what God can do. He is OUT OF THIS WORLD (God I mean :D)
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow
I CANNOT THANKYOU ENOUGH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D
Can You BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED?!?!! the poem I wrote and dedicated to Alejandro Manzano actually got STRAIGHT TO HIM, meaning it was personally DELIVERED TO HIM!! wow, that is just so AMAZING!!! It's just Mind-blowing what God can do. He is OUT OF THIS WORLD (God I mean :D)
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow
I CANNOT THANKYOU ENOUGH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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