Down

Yes this is one of those pessimistic moments when negativity surrounds me and takes over my brain, devouring it completely.

This is also one of those moments when I'm feeling particularly worthless. My life seems empty. I know I'm not benefiting anyone in the least with my existence. And each second that ticks by on the clock only confirms my inability to utilize the time I've been given on this earth in an optimum way.

annnnnnd
a dear Triend (twitter-friend) just took me out my misery and opened my eyes to the silver lining shining so brightly in my life <3 God Bless You Kat! ^_^

so, I shall conclude this brief entry with two words: Up Again :)

Calloused Finger Tips Make Music

I GOT A GUITAR!!!! FINALLY!!! :D

I've been practicing all day laongg! I guess that wasn't the best idea cause now my fingers are all bandaged 0_0
but who cares, I'm just so friggin' excited to get good at playing and I don't want to waste a single moment-I'm already 20 for God's sake, I need to get this thing on a roll!

I want to tell you about tree.
Well, all I have to say is I love her for saying she misses me too <3

*blushes*

thats all you get for today!!

tootaloo
tooti fruiti... <3

Dear Allah,

I honestly have no idea how to start this letter.
So I'll just be straightforward about what I have to say:
Will You punish me if I don't pray at the five obligatory prayer times?
Will I be among those who have earned your wrath by never thoroughly studying the Holy Quran and it's verses?
Am I a sinner to You if I do not carry out Islamic practices?

What if I try my best to be a good human being, will that count for nothing?

I'm scared Allah Taa'la. I'm frightened because I'm worried I won't get the answer to these questions.
But Please Allah, Please, answer me.
I don't want to harm anyone.
I just want to know if what ever I am doing on this earth is acceptable to You, O Master of the Universe, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
Lord, Please answer me. Please.

I Love You Allah Taa'la. I Love You.

Your humble servant who is nothing without You,
Aroob Fatima Mallhi

OH EM GEE!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D
Can You BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED?!?!! the poem I wrote and dedicated to Alejandro Manzano actually got STRAIGHT TO HIM, meaning it was personally DELIVERED TO HIM!! wow, that is just so AMAZING!!! It's just Mind-blowing what God can do. He is OUT OF THIS WORLD (God I mean :D)
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow
I CANNOT THANKYOU ENOUGH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11.10.11

I will never forget this day. <3 Alejandro is such a sweet heart. God Bless him always!

Neck-Breaking Editing : LITERALLY!

PHEW! finally finished re-touching ALL of my blogs! (updating their outlook and stuff)

I must say it is a HUGE success! :D I love how they've all turned out! ^_^ The huge range of backgrounds is AWESOME! :) High-five to the creators of blogger for adding all that detail to the design options!
And now I have no idea how I'm going to kill all this time I have till 4 am.
And I just got an idea. A song-cover recording session is never a bad way to pass the time ;)
I think I'll get to that. The Camera is fully charged by now too!
I'm worried that that 'Andie' girl from twitter didnt show my poem to the Boyce boys :( I have a feeling she didn't. I'm going to be sooo deeply disappointed if it turns out she didn't show it to them :( I mean, she promised and reassured me time and time again that she Would show my poem to them. I just hope she lives up to her word...
I'm hoping to do a cover of Nick Lachey's song "What's Left of Me" tonight :) Hope it turns out good!
I should really keep in touch with you more often. It's so faster to get my thoughts down on you, as compared to writing in a journal. Typing FTW :) !
Tootaloo for now.
promise to keep you posted <3 :)

A Concert, An Inspiration & An Obsession

Yes, I went to a Boyce Avenue concert recently.
Yes, they're the most inspiring musicians in the WORLD

and YES I AM MADLY OBSESSED WITH ALAEJANDRO :D <3

that's pretty much all I have to say at the moment. I'll get back to you as soon as something interesting conspires ;P

P.S. i started uploading videos of myself doing song covers. You should check em out ;)

PEACE OUT!
XOXO